Few things I'd want to remember today.
Journal excerpts from my first LJ account, dated 2006:
I've told one of my friends that I sometimes believe I'm the biggest actress in the world and I still believe I am. I manipulated myself enough to show everyone who I am not. You think I'm not hair-conscious? I am, very much. Do I like fashion? Yes, I do. I may seem like a girl who doesn't give much for it, but I do. Accessorizing is fun. I walk up to you and talk like a retard - well, I actually am not.
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I wish I was better oriented. I should keep in mind that I should always plan before I write a story, or attempt to draw. I should make a map, or graph, or whatever.
I can accept other facts. I can accept tragedies, I can accept news of other things, I can accept things that happens to the ones I care for.
I must admit failure. I must accept failure. I must rise from failure.
But it's too hard. Too too hard.
I've changed so much, and in some ways, I'm still the same.
For one, I wanted time to be mine then. Now, it is. :)
And my grammar has improved. (or I'd think to think it has)
Next, I'm so happy to know that someone out there went out of her way to read this LiveJournal. Hugs to you, D-san! Thank you for your words. >:D<
Lastly! Besides just finishing
Hana Yori Dango (Boys Over Flowers), I started
1 Litre of Tears and
First Kiss.In EG today, friendT passed me a note asking if I liked anyone. (As in, seriously asked me.) Because whenever she draws <3s on my notebooks, she doesn't know whose name to put beside mine. (Funny, but you gotta love her. =))) I said, "no one, seriously. I'm still waiting nga, eh! :))" And she says, "ang boring!" and we laugh together.
Yeah, yeah, it is boring. Unlike towards the end of 2008, life was so
exciting. [Note: Prom drama is exciting.] Now--I have this sad feeling I'm compensating my boredom with
Jdramas. Hahaha!
Ja matta, ne. :))
P.S.: THANK YOU AUTOSAVE. I accidentally CTRL+W-ed without posting!